My Last Blog

"I" is always the beggining of everything, but it always end to be who am I?

This Blog supposedly about Filipinos, well I am Filipino; And this blog supposedly a story that I had written, but I decided instead of telling a symbolic story, why don't share my own story. So that people would understand me more.

I had tried this already before, to be true and to be honest. I always think of being true is good, but it turned out to be the other way around.

Some people congratulated and honored my honesty, but they were just plastic. They used all the truth against me.

They used me, abused me, took advantage of me, and tried to take away all good things in me.

They said I can trust them. They lied. and they even want to sell me.

I am here in this city to have a new life. I am here in this city to be a better person. I want to live in a peaceful world.

Now, my question what was my mistake? Did I hurt them? Did I tainted thier names? Did I use them? No. In fact, it is me who were abused by these opotunistic people.

I just want to be a new man. Somebody who is not from the past.

Now, I can tell why many criminals even you put them in Prison for 10 years they would always go back as criminals because the people around these criminals will never allow them to be a New Person. No body accept them. No one likes to forgive. No body give chances for them to live a better life.

It is Just like me: I am being criticized,and abused by this society. Now I dont know where to go, and whom to go.

They said, It is me who can only say who am I?, But actually that is my question too.
I moved from houses to houses, cities to cities and places to places.I found both success and failure.From Pasay City, Cavite, Quezon City, Manila, Saipan, Thailand, Hong Kong, Singapore and back to Philippines in Dumaguete City.I met many people. Different faces, and different cultures.In each places I am always somebody else. Someone who isn't me. I kept changing my life style, my profession, my clothes, my attitude, my behavior, and my Name.

This is the truth: I am who you think I am. I dont care: I am stronger now. I will face the world once again. I will go somewhere to find my Happiness. Somewhere, that is peacefull, Somewhere no body knows me. Somewhere I could be a better person and somewhere people will accept me, and wont take advantage of me. I am tired of being fooled.

I am not running away from the past, but I am just trying to find my luck.

By the way if ever I fail and would end up nowhere. It is for sure No body will claim my body. Daddy, I don't think if he really cares; I am always feeling lonely, and sad. and my family can't afford to spend for another funeral. It is so expensive to die.

So that is why, If I die, I would like to donate my body in any medical school as a cadaver, so atleast I will be useful for our future Doctors. I know in the future this country will be needing more Doctors. And if that happens I would be still proud because even though I feel useless when I am still alive, It would be an honor to be a useful Filipino when I die.

To my family I Love You all so much. To daddy thank you. To all my friends I wish you all good luck.

Good Bye everyone. Mahal ko kayong lahat.

According To:Marcelius Angelo Brusset-Romualdez y Formica Zapata

I think the Filipino people should bring back their identity, a distinct identity lost by 333 years of colonial Spain, more than 4 decades of Japanese and American occupation and wiped out by modernization and globalization. Our identity as Filipinos were lost. if you come to think of it, the Barong Tagalog isn't even Filipino, its more on Spanish influence same with Baro't Saya. but if you go back further in time before 1521 where our katutubos dominate the lands dressed in what we call "genuine filipino article"

Sing With Me

I sang all these with all my heart. Enjoy watching and Listening.


My own Video

Play List.
1. Bawal Na Gamot
2. Dakilang Lahi
3. Hain Na ang Utlanan
4. Next In Line
5. Kastilyoong Buhangin
6. Knife
7. Incomplete
8. Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word
9. Funky Mousic
10. Too Close

I hope you like the music too, The video: it was just for fun. Practicing video editing hehehehehe....

My Vision: Philippines as the Economically Productive & Genuinely Developed Country

Philippines Will be a world of possibilities.

1.Philippines will have highly technological machinery's for factories and agricultural productions.

2.Our country will have highly improved facilities in schools.

3.Our nation will have specialized medicine for untreated decease's such as cancer and HIV.

4.Every Filipinos will have more enhanced and innovative vehicles for transfortation,

5.and our armed force will have Highly equipped weapons for protecting us from external danger.

So that is why Philippines will be the safest and the most developed nation in the future, but of course we wont have all these things if we wont work hard.

*We must do our responsibilities as the citizen of this nation.

*Let's help each other because we are all Filipinos.

Pinoy Sexy Traditonal Attire

I would like to start this Blog about Filipino Culture ofcourse. If we'll go around the street what we can see are the modern Filipino's. Most are wearing the latest shirts, blouses, jeans, skirts, shoes, sleepers and accesories, but didn't you know that there are some Filipino's who are still wearing thier tradtional cloths? They are the Ifugao's. They are the natives who are from Baguio. They go around with thier very authentic Bahag, playing their tradional music and dancing thier traditional dance. And guess what, I was able to wear that kind of traditional attire and it gave me a feeling that even though I look more Chinito, I am an ifugao inside. The picture above shows that its me wearing the Bahag and it made me more Pinoy. I hope each of us could feel that we are still Filipinos. No matter what color we have , No Matter where we are, and No matter what we are wearing; we cannot deny being Filipino because it runs in our Blood.