Manila

Its beeen so long, I was away. I left Manila my home, but now I am back I am glad that finally I am here. I had fear of going back, but later on I realize without Manila I wont be here. I love Manila not because everything is here like disco and mall. I love Manila not because Luneta is here and so that I can Visit the monument Rizal, but it is because Manila is my life. I wont be able to go around the world and survive without Manila. Manila gave me life. Everything in my life started here in Manila and I want everything in my life will grow and glow here. I LOVE YOU MANILA

Dilema

2 Months ago I posted a Blog like some how saying good bye or should I say last will testament? I was wrong: I realize I should have not done that. I was thinking that to leave Dumaguete and run away will solve my problems. It just I had confusion in making decisions and priorities in life. I got in to so many problems and thought it was the end. I didnt know what is really important between who to choose my dad or my family? My dad told me he didnt wish me to forget my family, he just want me to be serious in school and focus in my education, but ofcourse I cant deny it that my Mama, Papa and Brothers are still important. Now, my Lola asked me a question Who will I choose my Family who are just poor, or my dad who can give everything I need; example of that are good health and education , money, good food etc. Oh dear Lord. I love both side. If You will be in my situation, what will you do? Who will you choose? Is it wrong that I left daddy behind? or is it right to choose my family and help them? I remember My dad told me I should help myself first, but for me I cant just watch them. How about You what will you do?

Bebe Gandang Hari

Oh my God! Finally I've seen the Photos of Bibi Gandang Hari. She is very beautiful and Hot. I actually want to post her picture here so that I can share them to others too, but I dont think I can do that. But I saved her Pictures in my USB because i just want to keep her photos and atleast I can look at them anytime I wanted and of course I have no license to post her picture here so I'm sorry if I cant share her photos here huhuhu. Well anyway all I can say are She is totally Pretty, and I Love Her. and if given a chance hopefuly if I see her around I want to have a picture with Bibi Gandang Hari. I am a Big fan

My Last Blog

"I" is always the beggining of everything, but it always end to be who am I?

This Blog supposedly about Filipinos, well I am Filipino; And this blog supposedly a story that I had written, but I decided instead of telling a symbolic story, why don't share my own story. So that people would understand me more.

I had tried this already before, to be true and to be honest. I always think of being true is good, but it turned out to be the other way around.

Some people congratulated and honored my honesty, but they were just plastic. They used all the truth against me.

They used me, abused me, took advantage of me, and tried to take away all good things in me.

They said I can trust them. They lied. and they even want to sell me.

I am here in this city to have a new life. I am here in this city to be a better person. I want to live in a peaceful world.

Now, my question what was my mistake? Did I hurt them? Did I tainted thier names? Did I use them? No. In fact, it is me who were abused by these opotunistic people.

I just want to be a new man. Somebody who is not from the past.

Now, I can tell why many criminals even you put them in Prison for 10 years they would always go back as criminals because the people around these criminals will never allow them to be a New Person. No body accept them. No one likes to forgive. No body give chances for them to live a better life.

It is Just like me: I am being criticized,and abused by this society. Now I dont know where to go, and whom to go.

They said, It is me who can only say who am I?, But actually that is my question too.
I moved from houses to houses, cities to cities and places to places.I found both success and failure.From Pasay City, Cavite, Quezon City, Manila, Saipan, Thailand, Hong Kong, Singapore and back to Philippines in Dumaguete City.I met many people. Different faces, and different cultures.In each places I am always somebody else. Someone who isn't me. I kept changing my life style, my profession, my clothes, my attitude, my behavior, and my Name.

This is the truth: I am who you think I am. I dont care: I am stronger now. I will face the world once again. I will go somewhere to find my Happiness. Somewhere, that is peacefull, Somewhere no body knows me. Somewhere I could be a better person and somewhere people will accept me, and wont take advantage of me. I am tired of being fooled.

I am not running away from the past, but I am just trying to find my luck.

By the way if ever I fail and would end up nowhere. It is for sure No body will claim my body. Daddy, I don't think if he really cares; I am always feeling lonely, and sad. and my family can't afford to spend for another funeral. It is so expensive to die.

So that is why, If I die, I would like to donate my body in any medical school as a cadaver, so atleast I will be useful for our future Doctors. I know in the future this country will be needing more Doctors. And if that happens I would be still proud because even though I feel useless when I am still alive, It would be an honor to be a useful Filipino when I die.

To my family I Love You all so much. To daddy thank you. To all my friends I wish you all good luck.

Good Bye everyone. Mahal ko kayong lahat.

According To:Marcelius Angelo Brusset-Romualdez y Formica Zapata

I think the Filipino people should bring back their identity, a distinct identity lost by 333 years of colonial Spain, more than 4 decades of Japanese and American occupation and wiped out by modernization and globalization. Our identity as Filipinos were lost. if you come to think of it, the Barong Tagalog isn't even Filipino, its more on Spanish influence same with Baro't Saya. but if you go back further in time before 1521 where our katutubos dominate the lands dressed in what we call "genuine filipino article"

Sing With Me

I sang all these with all my heart. Enjoy watching and Listening.


My own Video

Play List.
1. Bawal Na Gamot
2. Dakilang Lahi
3. Hain Na ang Utlanan
4. Next In Line
5. Kastilyoong Buhangin
6. Knife
7. Incomplete
8. Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word
9. Funky Mousic
10. Too Close

I hope you like the music too, The video: it was just for fun. Practicing video editing hehehehehe....

My Vision: Philippines as the Economically Productive & Genuinely Developed Country

Philippines Will be a world of possibilities.

1.Philippines will have highly technological machinery's for factories and agricultural productions.

2.Our country will have highly improved facilities in schools.

3.Our nation will have specialized medicine for untreated decease's such as cancer and HIV.

4.Every Filipinos will have more enhanced and innovative vehicles for transfortation,

5.and our armed force will have Highly equipped weapons for protecting us from external danger.

So that is why Philippines will be the safest and the most developed nation in the future, but of course we wont have all these things if we wont work hard.

*We must do our responsibilities as the citizen of this nation.

*Let's help each other because we are all Filipinos.